Fit like Solley, what you doing to us all. Todays the day I say goodbye to a best mate and this is all new ground to me as the only emotions you ever triggered were ones laughter joy and happiness, but now all these rubbish ones have popped up you've got me swearing to myself and crying especially as i commute to work now, must look a right loon as people overtake. Ive tried to come up with something a bit more apt but there are to many emotions and feelings from years of memories to put into words. I think Eva, as kids normally do summed it up best , nice and simply last night. I met up wih your family last night at the Buckerel Lodge, you would have loved it, all your family were there for you telling stories over a meal and coping as well as we could. until Jack started playing Chinese whispers and when eva started it off she whispered, "I love my daddy" into my lughole. Twas like dominoe tears as it went round the table tragic comedy at its best. Im afraid I've left this to the last minute Solley and Fluffy is on his way to pick me up for one last shindig, where you will be at the centre of events and our thoughts for now and evermore lots of love and big bear hugs ding xxx